December 2009
106 posts
one two three four little red marks on a big pale...
its the eyes alright, his eyes that look down upon you. dont look too closely i hear they are windows to the soul and lord have mercy, no soul there. it hurts but you dont care, cause your eyes are just as empty. wicked thrusts and no trust could ever be bound together after this.
ugh work sucked @dafthero got taken to jail and i dont know if this day can get better
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if i had the gift of music i’d want to sing with you if i had the heart to share i’d share it with you if i had the time to spend i’d send it with you if i had the love to give i’d give it to you in the words of my buddy roy, your home is where i want to be. its cold here at sarahs… its cold outside. im cold inside and out. *le sigh* oh well another day another life what else is new?
Ugh tired
dirt and grime and midnight ryhme
i feel dirty scrolling through your past… i want to find myself there, give myself meaning, because if you saw me then others saw me and if you loved me then others loved me. i took things so far when you left, the imprints are on my arms still, faded but in the right light you can see the scribbles of pain. and i ran when i should have stood my ground and i cried when i should have been...
the one that got away
i dont think i’ll send you messages anymore, i mean i want to, want to be your friend want to be around someone so awesome it makes me soul sing, but i dont think i’ll send you messages anymore i dont think i’ll come see you anymore, i mean i want to, your face brings smiles to my tired lips, but i dont think i’ll come see you anymore. you’ll be famous someday and...
loveless love
no matter how much you might say it, i just cant hear it anymore no matter how you may touch me i feel nothing more i am driven crazy by the looks you give her, the same you gave me, and all i can long to do is be close to you like we were then, its insane, i know you are wrong i know you are bad and yet my body longs to be close to something familiar. i hear you speak of a loveless love, of true...
I have a feeling of great sadness that there will be no present to unwrap christmas morning. I miss being a kid.
Watched once for the first time in a long time. It was great to share it with @dafthero
Just watched a cop skid across the street in front of adrians place
contract condition
Disclaimer: this is not something you have to read right now or at all. only in silence can one find their own madness. i’ve been silent for most of my day and the madness does indeed lie at the heel of my feet as i walk away from the god forsaken landscape of gray matter that i can only know as my twisted mind. a ball and chain of sorts, no matter how far i run from it no matter how hard i...
Watching nine tonight woot dress to impress and put you singin shoes on!
my lack of faith
i do not believe in god. i do not believe in community. i do not believe in love. there is only blind faith without reason there is only discrimination and exclusiveness there is only lust and self hatred we say he only gives you what you can handle we say with open hearts and open minds we say its all you need i think that god is dead i think you’ve taught me to be afraid i think love is a...
Family always suprises me
Where is kato?!
Cool out wanna join? The cavern greenville ave
Hum
So now im almost moved in with @dafthero i just got to move the tons of small shit.
History is biologys dumping ground.
A kiss with a fist is better then none.
mother
mother nature has awoken slowly slinking out of the cold rotation of winter.
her trees have started that tentative reach with their tiny little green leaves and tiny pink pedals.
her grasses have found their green and become greener everyday.
mother nature has blown her warm southern winds my direction and i’ve been standing in the gusts of this new life, taking it in, bathing in it.
...
And that is why i should have friends that are girls and a fucking car.
Got scammed outta one hundred and fifty bucks tonight. Fuck me.
I dont have much christmas spirit.
Why am i awake! Ugh.
Ill second that. Rt@StephGolightly: truly shit day
Mc Penny circuit is nerdxcore. I knew Mc router back in the day now im watching that bitch on netflix. Woot.
Some times i feel so alone that the world get too quite so much so that i can hear you laughing at me.
My stress level is high. And no amount of ‘down time’ is helping.
What a slow day at work.
kill the shapes
kill the shapes
and mold the skins
of these stil young minds
resurrect the time
you spent wasting all those dimes
on worthless prizes
walk through fire
to find whats right
and dont let your mind
stray far from the fight
it’s ice cold through these eyes
this world and it titles
the same lines with the same lies
So drunk you make her cry as you grab another. What an asshole. #Westvillage
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in and out our love goes
our love goes in and out
and we’re the last to know
our hands are cold against
each others skin
our skin is cold and we’re
growing old
our lips are caked in
blood
our blood runs hot
through these broken hearts
of ours
our time together grows
short
and the skin
wrinkles into shapeless
forms
the dirt is damp
and
the dirt is warm
our bones...
Wow its been awhile since i threw up because of drinking
My need to know out weighs my need to be loved.