July 2011
1 post
June 2011
1 post
April 2011
1 post
March 2011
2 posts
Yeah right
I’m guessing that most people would be gearing up for a fun Saturday night with friends and fun and bars. I am not I’m at home watching TED talks. I am soooooooooooooooo cool. Ugh.
Okay
So it 1230 and I’m sitting my car trying to hold back tears right? Why? Because I fucking hate myself and everything I have done to my self in the past week. I’m too drunk to drive so I’m sitting in my car listening to the traffic pass above me. It’s an interesting sound. Soothing in the most sorrowful way.
I know
I know that
Whatever. This would have to count as bad med...
February 2011
3 posts
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I thought I had found the one and I was sadly mistaken. I thought I felt god but I think I was wrong there too. I am lost and scared an I’m doing a pretty good job of keeping that plastic smile on my face. In all honesty I can’t feel anything from the loss of my relationship. But I do feel the loss of a family that will never happen and a life that I could have lived happily passing...
Yeah
I’m thinking in tight circles
This to that and back again
I am not mourning the loss
I can’t because
I don’t feel like I had anything
I tried really hard but maybe this is the pills working.
I’m not sure if I feel pain so much as I feel a great relief
A sigh let loose after a century of held breath.
I was never very good with words.
January 2011
6 posts
1 tag
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December 2010
15 posts
God
I cant tell if im shakin because of no food or because of god. I feel weepy and strangely full. My heart is racing and breathing i
Anonymous asked: why did you and A break up? i never heard the story.
Anonymous asked: why did you and A break up? i never heard the story.
Anonymous asked: Why is love of a good spanking such a problem to people?
Anonymous asked: why do you continue to wander in your own halls?
Anonymous asked: how do you make the yummy inside part of a deviled egg
Anonymous asked: you little shit
cut out the fucking pity party
and get it done
i expect things of you
whats taking soo long?
cut out the fucking pity party
and get it done
i expect things of you
whats taking soo long?
It makes all the difference to know there is someone else screaming alongside you - and thats the point of the incarnation. I can
Anonymous asked: Why is love of a good spanking such a problem to people?
Anonymous asked: you little shit
cut out the fucking pity party
and get it done
i expect things of you
whats taking soo long?
cut out the fucking pity party
and get it done
i expect things of you
whats taking soo long?
Anonymous asked: how do you make the yummy inside part of a deviled egg
Who are you to come into my world Shake my resolve And leave me wanting? Why are you toying with me?
November 2010
4 posts
September 2010
1 post
August 2010
315 posts
